I understand this wasn’t the best time to do blogging for me but I really have to pour out my emotions because I could not handle the current situation.
If time stands still for a moment today, I can tweak one thing while its stopped. I will definitely erase the unhappy moments that are happening right now. Time standstill and we wish to grab hold those happy moments back then. Things have changed.
I remember saying about conflict, understanding and love in my last post. Yet every conflict could not be easily solved as I thought it will be. When one problem is not solved, another comes attacking and knocking on our door.
Therefore I wish I can tweak this while its stopped. I want peace. I am not taking anyone’s side. This is my personal thought. Every piece of advice that i have provided sincerely wants everyone to be happy. I am logical. I am rational. I pray for the once happy family. Please come back. That’s what I will do if I can tweak one thing while its stopped.
Things are getting worse and seems like there is no light in the silver linings. I thought I have carry out my responsibility well but I still can’t help to make things better. My poor younger sister as the middle child has no one to talk to. It is a mess at home. There is only gloominess at home because no one dares to venture out and reach for the sunlight.